French Word(s) of the Day:jamais encore (jah-may on-core)- never again
That chemo thing I’ve been doing is finally done. Most of you probably know this because I’ve been posting it on every social media outlet available to me.
My mom and Alyssa came over to my apartment afterwards. Alyssa wrapped me in a huge “Congratulations!” banner, which went very well with the Disney Princess tiara and balloon she brought. I looked appropriately festive.
They all warned me that the last chemo session would be the worst because it’s cumulative, and they were right. Rocio asked me if I was going to work the next day, and I said, “I’ve been up for 20 minutes and I’ve already thrown up twice, so probably not.”
I spent the rest of weekend lying very still on the couch finishing the second season of Scandal (which lives up to its name). Christine, being a proper best friend, came over to hang out with me for a little bit and helped reintegrate me to the world of solid foods.
But things have begun to go back to normal. My friends all took me out last night for a post chemo shot (of alcohol… no more medicine, please). It was a night of merriment and I finally got to dance without feeling sick.
What’s up next? I’ll start another medicine shortly for maintenance, and I fully plan on going into remission directly afterwards. (Pretty much the second after I start it.)
French Word of the Day:troisième (twa- see-em)- third
Shirts with three-quarter length sleeves are the clothing item to wear while getting treatments. (I know you all worry the most about fashion when you’re getting sick.) More of your arm is revealed for any needle action, and yet you can still stay somewhat warm. Hospitals are generally 3 degrees below freezing at all times. They keep it cold so that you’re too busy shivering to realize your food looks like this.
Luckily, I own almost exclusively three-quarter length shirts. My wardrobe is getting a workout, and I plan to wear a different shirt to every session.
Today’s session has been going well- much better than last time. I have my parents hanging out with me again. They’ve been calling me Wonder Woman because of my red band, and have expressed their pride at my ability to type this all one-handed.
And with that, I’m off to use my superhero powers to convince the nurses to unhook me.
French Word(s) of the Day:C’est ici! (say ee-see)- it’s here!
Well everyone, it’s chemo time. Based on the messages and words of comfort I’ve gotten from everyone, you’re all way more freaked out about this than I am. I appreciate the concern. I’m doing splendidly. I think I’m making people nervous with how calm I am.
I’m typing this while getting my IV. I’ve got 6 hours to kill.
I knew everything was going to be okay when the nurse said, “You can eat and drink as much as you want whenever you want.”
They have a “Be respectful of those around you” policy, which is code for “no guitars.” I don’t think I’ll get to fulfill my dream of starting a jam session in the infusion lab. I’m not supposed to bend my arm during the infusion, so guitar playing isn’t an option. There’s a little monitor that beeps every time your arm is bent too much. Apparently my arm is constantly bending, because I’ve set that thing off about 3,000 times today.
My mom and dad both kept me company (they’re such troopers, those two!) and got to watch me as I attempted to eat lunch without moving my arm. As I’m well known for my incredible coordination, this went well. My shirt thought everything was delicious.
I’ve been reading all day, and it’s been glorious. I’ve already finished a book during my time here. I realize you’re not supposed to call time spent getting chemo glorious, but I’m an English major who doesn’t have time to read anymore. It takes me weeks to finish a single book. This is like being in a library… a ugly library where they stick you with needles and take your blood pressure every hour.
I had my dad take photos so that you’d all have photographic evidence that I’m not falling apart at the seams.
I shouldn’t get too sick, but I’ll post over the weekend so that you know I’m okay. I have a very full schedule of hanging out and doing nothing planned.